Sunday, January 10, 2010

Just one of those days

Ya know, you never truly know what someone is going through. They can have a smile on their face and say that everything is okay, but on the inside they have a million worries running through their head and probably just want to be held. I've had one of those weekends and I don't ever want to go through this again. Its been hard but God helps. I've been taking medicine for my sinus infection and the other night I felt like my heart was going to pop out of my chest because it was beating so hard and fast, so I went downstairs in my den and laid next to my dad while he watched t.v. thinking being near someone would help relax me...but nope I was wrong. So...the only other thing I knew to do was start praying. All I could think to say was "Lord, hold me in your arms, Lord, hold me in your arms" over and over again. Instantly I felt calmer and I actually feel asleep. I knew He was the only thing that could help me, and He did. God is SOO good. My sister and her family were in town and I loved having them here. It actually got my mind off of things for a little while! My little niece is growing up so fast and I wish I lived near her so I could see her more often! I had the scariest thought today...when Emilee is old enough to drive, I will be 31.....SCARYYYYY! Anyways, Tennessee men played the #1 Kansas basketball team tonight and WE WON! It was absolutely amazing! On New Years day, 4 of the basketball players got arrested for having drugs in their car and guns. Well one got dismissed from the team this week and the other three are still waiting on what their fate will be, so this win was even more special without 4 players. Watching this game made me feel so much better, I was actually yelling at the tv. haha Well, I don't have any more to say, so I'll leave that for another time.

1 comment:

  1. And I'm here if only in your phone when I can't see your fake smile anyway :P <3



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